October 24th, 2006

why can't i have what i want?

Prolly because I won't go and get it. I want to be happy and at peace. I want to realize my potential.

I want to be everything I know I can be. Now. Because life is precious. We don't have time to waste on being complacent. We don't have time to waste on doing it little-by-little and waiting until tomorrow, or the next day, or the next day. That day may never come. I have to make things right. Right now. No one can convince me that this isn't urgent and necessary. Little-by-little isn't good enough. It hurts too much.

The "little-by-little" approach is for people who aren't willing to work at it hard enough. I have to focus and remove all distractions.