May 2nd, 2006

Yesterday...still needs work.

All of my scathing commentary yesterday came straight from my heart, but some of it is indicative that I still have yet to transcend the bitterness and hostility that I feel toward some elements of society.

I will not be at peace - no, I will not be whole - until I do. As long as I let these elements wear me down, I have not conquered them in my own mind and will never know true inner peace. I know that unless I learn to embrace my enemies, I will never truly live. Still, my blood boils at the callousness of some people. I have not found a way to stop it, thus I am still under its control. That's my dilemna. That's where I fall short, folks. At least I know where to go from here.

I have a definite path.